Precognitive dreams

Dreams I had before tragic events in my life.

I’ve had strange precognitive dreams for many years but two of them made a huge impression on me because they warned me of imminent tragedy. Even though my dream warned me, it still shocked me every time.

“Before the big white light took me I knew everything”. A text message I received in a dream from my son Emile a few months before he died by suicide. It alarmed me because I knew something was afoot and I cautioned him to get his life in order. At the same time, it warned me, it also answered questions I had after his death.

Death by suicide is seen as self-murder and a few people had to point out that my son’s soul was never going to rest. The idea that my precious son would be lost in darkness all alone almost drove me insane. However, I recalled the words “the big white light” in his message which brought some peace. It also informed me that we know everything we don’t understand while in our earthly bodies. That was very comforting to me.

A few months before my husband died Emile visited me in a dream and held me tight telling me he loved me. He then looked at me and said “You can do this thing”. I knew for certain another tragedy was going to strike and when my husband passed away from a massive heart attack I recalled the dream immediately.

The months that followed his death were very challenging and each time I felt like giving up I would recall Emile’s words. I can do this, and I did, even if the journey seemed insurmountable at times.

A while ago I had another two dreams about Emile that is still puzzling me and I don’t know what to make of it. I asked a faceless presence if I could call Emile because I miss him terribly. The presence asked me how long our previous call lasted and I answered 49 minutes. I couldn’t recall his number and cried myself awake. I have searched for the meaning of the number 49 and this is what I found.

“The goal of life is to attain omnipotence and omniscience on the highest cosmic plane (49), and the meaning of life is actively working towards that goal.” http://www.esotericscience.org/article16b.htm

I Ching Hexagram: 49

Name: Ko.

Keyphrase: Revolution.

Formed By The Trigrams: Lake over Fire.

http://www.psychic-revelation.com/reference/i_l/i_ching/hexagram49.html

I still have no idea what my dream meant. In another dream, I traveled with Emile to wonderful places, met interesting people, and ate strange things.

Do you think loved ones visit us in our dreams?

Namaste