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Phillip Slater's avatar

It’s hard to know what to write that gives those words justice. Beautiful, brave, authentic, inspiring don’t quite hit the mark, although all true.

You will be helping many people, sharing this. Importantly though, I hope writing this down helps you.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

I hope it helps others realize they have a life to live. That fateful day is etched on my memory. It woke me from my self induced insane stupor.

Thank you for your kind words, Phillip.

Terry Angelos's avatar

I'm so sorry for the immeasurable pain you have been through. What courage you have.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

I was insane for so long, and I didn’t realize it. Thank you for your lovely comment, Terry. <3

Sly's avatar

I appreciate your honesty Rea it gave me chills. Thank you for sharing your fight so openly. I see your courage in every raw line. I’m holding space for you here, always. You’re living proof that even the darkest rooms can open to let us stay.💛

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, dear Sly. I am grateful I made it out alive!

Sly's avatar

Thank you for sharing your story and I am glad you’re here to tell it beautiful.🤗💛

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you dear Sly! <3 <3

Christina Wither's avatar

Thank you Rea. This touched me deeply from the perspective of someone, who like your son, was always trying to pull the one they loved from the depths of depression and suicidal attempts on a life they saw as worthless. I am so grateful to you for sharing your experiences and innermost thoughts with your readers.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Christina. I know the struggle you had and I can only imagine your hell. You and my son had to fight an adversary that was also your enemy. Sending love and peace.

BuyNowSellLater's avatar

Your survival is a testament to love, even if it didn’t feel like it at the time. Thank you for staying.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Allen!

Lis's avatar

Dear Rea,

I was hanging on every word, and I’m sending so much light, love, and peace to you. Your strength, courage, and resilience pour off the page, and your son will always know that your deep love for him was the jolting catalyst toward recovery. I’m truly sorry for the losses and struggles you’ve endured. Setting your story afloat is a gift beyond measure, and I’m grateful and honored to be on the receiving end of your courageous words.💖💖💖

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you for your thoughtful comment, Lis! Sending light, love and peace right back at you!

Lis's avatar

You are most welcome, Rea, and thank you very much for sending back peace, light, and love. I wish you a wonderful weekend and may it be filled with deep peace, beauty, and joy. It's lovely to connect with you. 💖💖💖

Rea de Miranda's avatar

It is wonderful to connect with you, Lis.

Lis's avatar

💖💖💖

Ryan S.K.'s avatar

Honest and deep as always, thank you for sharing this with us.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Ryan. I appreciate your comment.

Stephanie Marie's avatar

I believe Marco is your guardian angel and God knew he had so much more in store for you. Sending you love, Rea. I so admire your courage and spirit.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

I believe that too, Stephanie. Sending love back. Thank you! <3 <3

Adrian's avatar

Oh Rea, how deep is the pain that people can feel, that leads us in a spiral of despair ? I have discovered it can be easier to die than to live and it is living that takes courage. Hugs

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Yes, I agree, Adrian. It felt easier to die than stay alive. Hugs

Val S.'s avatar

In light of what we discussed yesterday, I now understand that you won't ever do this again! I'm really happy that you came to realize there's so much left to live for and fight for. I'm glad that the Universe has done its job! A brand new and tough character has been born inside you, right from the ashes of the "coward" one! That deserves some cheering! 🙌

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Yes!! Thank you, Valle.

Samara's avatar

devastating and beautiful. thank you.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Samara. <3

Brenda - A Voice that Wonders's avatar

So tragic 🥹 but so honest. Each word just shredded me. You are a beautiful soul Rea. 🌸

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you for saying that, Brenda. <3

Rachel G's avatar

Sorry you’ve had to wade through such heartache and pain to get to where you are. Marco and you are lucky to have each other. ❤️‍🩹

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Rachel. I am lucky to have him. <3

Stephanie C. Bell's avatar

Powerful, brave, and beautiful. So glad you made it Rea, you are a light to others in your sharing and your strength.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you for your lovely comment, Stephanie!

Nancy Hesting's avatar

It must have been extremely painful for you to get to such a point of desperation to want to end your life. I'm so glad your son intervened, and you are doing better.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

I was losing my mind, Nancy. Thank you for your loving comment. <3 <3

Luis Rosa's avatar

Goddamn 😮‍💨 what intensely good stuff, Rea! There's always glory in not giving up.

Rea de Miranda's avatar

There surely is! Thank you, Luis!

Debra Martin's avatar

Very brave and honest of you to share such vulnerability. I'm glad you found peace. A mother's love is very strong. 💕

Rea de Miranda's avatar

Thank you, Debra. It saved me.